Emotion Roller Coaster...

Ya, Going through that this few week. From excited to very down LOL. But Life suppose to be like that right. If I can't control myself, how to be someone BIG? I think I need start to learn on how to control my emotion. No a very good with EQ LOL. And I need to do it fast can't wait no more. Time wait for no man. And I am a MAN....... Am I o.O? Any Tips? LOL